My mind just loves to fuck with me...

I have been at my job over 2 yrs now and it is not necessarily what I want to do but is within my field of study. My life has become quite routine as it often does for most, but more and more I feel as if I'm wasting time. On friday I was told over and over by the same person who told me when I first started here that I am too smart to be a para and that I should go to law school. It feels good to hear it but I just don't see myself practicing. From time to time I feel as if I'm not exercising my mind for this job doesn't challenge me anymore. I am not considering leaving my field of study completely, to do what I have no idea. Today I'll be her and who knows how much longer? I need a change of venue, I need to spark this life which thrills me not up and I need to set a deadline on my wait for jobs I have applied to get back to me.
Until then I'm pushing it.
~Kira