Everything is everything and happens for a reason...

Wow I like have nothing to say now...

Nah I can probably rant a little.

I just took a shower to wash away the dirt from my skin and my mind just starts to flow like the water flows, but now that I sit to write its like a constant "struggle" a "fight"

Here we go...

So as I stood there naked in the shower because that's the way it goes I wash my arms and not to forget my toes.

This is how it always goes, I start to think and I talk to myself.

Crazy yes please for appetizers, main course and desert.

I talk to myself for I believe no one can really listen no one will understand but yet there are many who probably do. The blogging started off hard but has been reassured.

Last week I was in a rut and blogged about it and felt better, the words just flowed.

I know im all over the place but that is the confusions place.

Here we go again...

So I feel as if my life is here but not all there who is it that I fear...Myself screams out who the fuck cares?

I can't remember a thought from the shower yet it flowed so well, maybe I should blog in the shower.

...All over I tell you im all over the place

Welcome to my mind its just crazy how it works or lack there of use. I may be smart but far from book smarts. I refuse to exercise my mind to make it mine. Whose is it? Me says "in dew time" :) look I can rhyme.

Ok ok ok...

So I went out tonight after bumping into my ADA on Wednesday. I was told to come out for her b-day celebration and I had no plans, also I had not tried bubble tea. <--Highly recommended by me.

So today or really yesterday I decide to go and I am introduced to two new things and a whole brain full of inspiration. It was with me in the shower but now it needs to be analyzed. I need to stop waiting to blog for I lose my thoughts in the water.

I thank Ellen for her motherly yet not motherlike speech to me. I also want to thank her friend that I met, im horrible with names.

This shall be continued and put into a form of writing to be understood.