I find myself just about to the point of no return it's now put up or shut the fuck up...
Finaly I'm ready to start thinking about probably the hardest thing I will ever do in my life and I don't know if it will work or if I shall fail but it's something I just want to do. Having no set time to leave makes me nervous I will only put it off some more but I just can't now.
There is nothing for me to even care about which should keep me here, No ties means no excuses.
Where?
When?
How?
What?
The Where can be anywhere as long as something is set for me to do. (Work, Train, Study, etc..)
The When is yet to be determined but I would like for it to be soon like in the next 6 months.
The How is tough because I don't have much money to fall back on and I just don't know honestly.
The What is the interesting part because its everything I want.
Now I have put it on the back burner after my first little bump that I hit and I totally put it away and embraced a full season of snowboarding. There are no regrets on that one at all because this has been the most amazing winter ever for me and I felt so good about myself during the time I have met and ridden.
As my season comes to an end and although its saddening I must continue towards the next step that lies in front of me and the biggest accomplishment I think I will ever have to go on.
Silencio!
That's my way of letting me know that I need to stop chit chatting about my plans and just put them into motion in a covert operation. I need not talk to people about what I want to do anymore because there has been no sight of my moving which makes me feel like I'm just talking about a dream I never want to make become reality. Well I say FUCK THAT!!!! No one needs to hear a word of my journey, I am considering leaving and letting people find out as I am already gone or at the airport on the way out. Now that would be cool...
This has helped me before and I look to it again.
I shall return...
~Kira~
