Where to next?

I have now taken the leap I have contemplated for so long, I now live in Korea. This is just the beginning and now with the first steps taken the others should follow with no hesitation. It's not a matter of when because the when is now and the tomorrow is still non-existent but I still question myself as to where this can go.

As of right now I see myself staying here for 2 years and then moving on to something else... I have sort of determined where I want to go which kinda puts in an idea of a plan which I rather not have, I like to think of it as an idea and not a plan because who is to tell where tomorrow will take me? All I know is I don't want to go backwards.

After travelling to the Philippines I realize that I really want to do something along the line of starting up a business (Bar, Guest house, Dive shop or just something along those lines). I have never had so many signs pointing to it being a good idea as the ones I received while in the Philippines. So many inspiring people were met and things just made sense to me and now to execute I shall take time and figure that part out.

"It is possible" -Bilbo from the Reggae Guest House said and kept saying it.

"It is possible" to have a dream (Idea) and make it a reality.

"It is possible" to be happy with less.

"It is possible" to motivate myself to do the things I have always wanted to do.

"It is possible" if you want it to be possible.

Now what do I do? First things first I need to rip myself apart once again to mold myself into something a bit better.

Still not happy with who I am in small ways that I seem as big, maybe its human to have the things I have about me that bother me and if that be I don't want to be human in that way.

I just read Nomadic Matts site again and his posting touched upon friendships and just having a place to call home. Well I like to think of this as my home the present and yes I will need to settle somewhere soon but now is not the time to do that.

The reason I mention the friends thing is due to the fact that I don't really develop these close ties with others, everything remains surface no matter how much I give or take. I don't know if wanting more is a bad thing or if it is just foolish.

Am I lonely? Not in the slightest but there is something missing as far as a bond goes with friends.