Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Am I wrong because I think differently? Am I inhuman because I choose not to feel as much as the next? Am I crazy for questioning things rather than taking them as is because someone has said for them to be? Is being a realist soooo bad?

When I walk through life with no real care in the world or fear of death it doesn't mean I am unaware of the dangers that life has to offer it merely means I just choose not to waste time with pointless roadblocks.

Care? How does one show Care?

Can one not be caring without directly showing it?

I believe the answer to that is yes because there is such a thing as tough love and there is also something that cannot be seen but felt instead, its kinda like love. I don't believe in love well maybe just not for a person or at least not yet. Really to be honest I don't know what that means , the way its described seems like it should feel the way I feel when I sat atop Wayna Picchu staring out into the what seemed like endless mountains, It should feel how I felt when I stood at Iguazu Falls and stared at the powerfulness of the water crashing down into a pool that had been beaten upon endlessly in order to just become one... For this reason I don't know love because I don't feel that with people, can I feel that with a person? Maybe but my personality is a bit to come through.

Everyday "We" are judged, "We" are seen from the outside rather than the in, "We" are seen for what we choose to wear that very morning. It's a shame that life has become soooo Superficial, the constant worry about appearances and attitude.

I don't care but the society makes me care at times, it does I cannot lie and then I stop caring or go back to normal. What sucks is when you don't care and others do care you get left out to dry... meaning making a meaningful relationship gets missed out on and opportunities don't exist.

I contain the ability to feel like a normal human being but I also contain the ability to deliver it as I please...

~Kira

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