I lay awake at night for it is the only time I have to myself and the only time I am able to think...
Not too sure why I find the night so comforting to myself nor why it is the only time I feel as if my brain is working to its full ability. Most of my thoughts that I have at night do not resolve the things that may arise for the day time body I send out to work and to interact with others. I believe the true me just waits for the night to show himself when no one else is around. Does this mean that I am fake all other times? I don't believe so I just think there is a clone of me, one with less personality and less function ability that walks around in the day with the rest of the day walkers. The Night walker and Day walker used to co-exist but they have become separated over time and I have no idea why. I am not whole as long as the two halves continue not to coexist with one another... The Night me has good Ideas but the day me never follows through, I need a common ground and I need it soon.

Kira!