Confusion is the word that makes me what I am within a pensive state of mind. Nearing my vacation and nearing my "Finding Myself" Trip. I am going on 3 years at my job in which im surrounded by people who are within their career jobs and I am stranded. I refuse to get upset for there is no reason to get upset of depressed about it, but I am stuck in a position of not knowing. What is it I want to do when I grow up? and when do I grow up? Ahhhh... Age is age I really don't care, but I would like an idea of what I would like to do. I have applied to a couple of jobs but that is now a waiting game. I welcome the challenge of not knowing and not understanding but do I really need this career? I would like to have something where im a zombie till I retire being one, or do I? Thailand shall be my journey to knowing a little more about the not knowing. One thing I would like to do better is write and today I was given the idea of working on it because I don't find myself so strong of a writer. The excuses I make sometimes for myself are just pathetic and just a waste of my time which is why I have decided to blog. I go long periods without blogging and I will make a concious effort to do more as much as possible. Screenplay shall be started and also experiences. Might as well do it now I have my mac no excuses huh?
~Kira
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