I remain emotionless...

Time is pushing forward yet I remain emotionless about my trip to South East Asia, I don't normally get excited about a trip till I'm at the airport and sometimes as late as touching down in a foreign country. Maybe I'm ready and my body just knows it but wait "YOUR GOING ALONE!!!", Still nothing. I smile at the idea of my trip and I'm very happy to be going but I feel as if I should be having a nervous emotion or something, eh maybe not. Could it be that I'm fully prepared and ready for anything that I shall be faced with? Nah because I don't know what I am to encounter upon my visit to these foreign lands far far away from home. Eh maybe it's just me being me emotionless and numb to the idea of something until it becomes a reality. All in all I can't wait to see what the experience shall be...