There is a strain on myself which is myself...

This strain has a both a negative and a positive hold on me, it is my yin and my yang...

Trying to fight against it is like a never ending tug-a-war...

Although there seems to be a balance something always seems to out weigh the other...

My yin and yang don't seem to make up a circle but a shape that is unrecognizable as is my personality...

I welcome a challenge and yet I now take very few, I fear very little but the few I have hold me back from doing what I should, I am thick skinned but very weak in many other ways, I know so much but ignorance flows through my words...

Where is my center ground? How do I get my feet back down? Gravity continues to lift me into a dream, a dream Id just rather not have for it doesn't allow me to see clearly.

Knowing what I want and not being able to obtain is failure...

When will my rubber band pop? Will straining this tension band until it finally gives make me free?

All these questions can be answered with the first step taken, then a follow through of a swing, a break away at whats ahead and landing with both feet on the ground.

First I need to come back down off of the gravity less cloud I sit... My legs still work or at least I think they do and all I need is to wiggle that big toe...

Talk is going to be very cheap with a goal set...

~ Kira