Welcome to the restless day and night of nothingness. You work 9 - 5 but then what? You go home and nothing is accomplished on a productive standpoint as you sit there. You look not at a wall but at a screen, a screen that projects images meant for your entertainment, but you are only entertained for short brief moments at a time before he speaks to you. Who is this person who is not there because you are alone? It is yourself that will not leave you alone. Yourself who is the restless one, the one that requires more from you, requires you to get up and entertain him; who is you. This you is very troubled and very determined but can't get his way without his counterpart. He wants out but you hold him in, which one is to be the leader? You need to allow the other to take the lead a bit for he knows what is needed or at least he thinks he does, so follow a while. Welcome to the family you are me.